Sleep.Dream.Wake

You Can Take It All Away

2010-10-23T15:39:00.000-07:00

I spent a gorgeous day out yesterday.

Food, friends, and the beach.

A much needed timeout from college and the thought of my upcoming recording session this Tuesday.

http://fuckyeahjo.tumblr.com/

~You can take it all away, I don't need it~

Shopping For A House

2010-10-14T16:39:00.000-07:00

Ok so I was just surfing and I found this awesome website on property.

I just have a thing for real estate.
I like to check out pricing and stuff.

I wanna buy a really nice apartment when I'm older.

Or maybe a cute cottage with a small garden.
Anything nice, homey and not to big will do.
As long as I'm happy. Whoo!

Anyways, this website I found was surprisingly informative.
There are over 1000 places listed in Malaysia.
KL has the most listings.
And WOW!
The pictures really draw you in, no joke.
Look, imagine living here.

*drools*

It's definitely a must-check-out kinda website if you're looking to buy or even just to browse.
For example, I checked out the Pavillion Residence, Bukit Bintang.
The webpage provided detailed information on the place as well as the layout and facilities.
But dang..... It's too pricey for me. RM 7 million +!
I know that 'cause the site has a classified ad section that is linked directly to each property.
Ah well... It's all good~
There are a helluva lot of places listed there so I guess I'll be searching for a while.
Haha. It's not like I can even afford it.

Anyways, here's the link :

KL Property Website

Happy House Hunting!
:D

Life And Us In It

2010-10-05T10:14:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I did wrong.

And I feel bad about it.

Honestly.

I'm chilled most of the time, but when things come to this I see myself getting quite upset.

Simply said, I'm angry.

I'm fucking angry.

Sheesh. I thought I wouldn't have to go through all this crap when I came to this point in life. Well, not as much as before anyways.

People can be very selfish.

Yeah I am too, but I try to consider peoples feelings above my own as much as I consciously can.

That's just the kinda person I am.

I also can't say no when people play the guilt trip card.

But when you keep using that card over and over against me, I'm not gonna play happy happy tea party anymore. Keep it up and I won't give a fuck anymore.

*catches breath*

Lord, give me strength.

I think I give up on people and the thing called friendship.

One day you're friends, and the next day you're not.

It's not kindergarten anymore so I suppose it's all good.

We're all adults here, so no need for petty fights right?

Well..... A snide here or there can't hurt. Especially after the way I'm being treated.

Yeah well whatever la...........

God knows why I'm going on like this.

It won't change a thing.

I'd just like to ask of you a simple request.

Please talk to me.

At least give me closure or something.

Tell me it's over.

I don't like hot and cold situations.

They confuse me greatly.

Either stay away, or stay.

Choose.

Another Bore Post

2010-09-21T13:14:00.000-07:00

Stuff's coming up.

I don't really feel up to it.

I don't care.

Silence is more comforting and time spent alone doesn't feel scary.

I've been having weird dreams.

I feel like a wall's growing in front of me.

I feel sorta frustrated and lost.

My current life isn't going anywhere and I don't like that.

Oh well...

Better days are to come~

Take The Color Quiz! :D

2010-09-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

So I took a Color Quiz for kicks and below are my results.

It's pretty accurate and easy to do so why not try it?

Link --> http://www.colorquiz.com/

Your Existing Situation

Desires to be respected by others in order to gain their trust and support for her own personal gain.

Your Stress Sources

"Unfulfilled hopes have left her feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears she will be looked over, lose her position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and her negative attitude leads her to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."

Your Restrained Characteristics

Open and emotionally involved in relationships and easily finds satisfaction through sexual activity.

"Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence."

"Feels she is not receiving her fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. she keeps her emotions bottled up, leaving her quick to take offense to small things. she tries to make the best of her situation."

Open and emotionally involved in relationships and easily finds satisfaction through sexual activity.

Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being.

Your Desired Objective

"Needs peaceful surroundings. Looking for relief from stress, conflict, and arguments. Tries to control potentially harmful situations and arguments by treading lightly. Is sensitive, emotional, and has an eye for detail."

Your Actual Problem

Disappointed because her hopes have not come to pass and she fears coming up with new goals will only lead to further disappointment. These conflicting emotions lead to a feeling of anxiety and depression. she tries to escape into a peaceful and calm relationship which offers encouragement and protection from further disappointment.

Jump

2010-09-10T04:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I step on land mines, or I take a leap when I know I'll fall.

Why?

Probably to see if I manage to get over it~

Probably to feel alive~

Or probably cause I'm an idiot. :)

Run Baby Run

2010-09-09T15:15:00.000-07:00

And maybe I'm waiting to wake up from this state of surrealism.

And maybe I want to hold on to the split second warmth you give.

And maybe I want to hide in the moment where lights dance and dazzle.

And maybe I can't wait to escape from the constant ridicule this heart endures.

Maybe, just maybe...

~Yeah baby tonight, DJ got us falling in love again~

Journey To Infinity & Beyond

2010-08-23T16:26:00.000-07:00

So yeah...

Life goes on.

And I find myself increasingly surrounded by the thought of the future.

What it holds and what it has to offer.

The things that I'm going through now are less important compared to what I'm about to face later in life.

I want to make it big.

I want to make it fulfilling.

I want a lot of things.

My options are wide, but the present me is narrowing them down day by day.

So I'm gonna try and put more heart and effort into college.

Here's hoping I get somewhere with this resolution!

>=D

Underground Secret

2010-08-07T13:12:00.000-07:00

To betray one's heart is to throw away oneself.

Cover lies over lies, and lies over those lies.

Eventually those lies become the truths that we want to believe in.

Desperately running the other direction; towards a dream.

You do it when you don't want to know.

You do it when you don't want to see.

Reasoning doesn't play a part.

Not when emotions are involved.

The thing about it is that turning back is hard.

Very.

Betraying your heart fills your soul with cracks.

And eventually those cracks grow.

Fixing takes courage.

Confronting the truth takes courage.

A lot of it.

And when that happens, we will see light.

Blinding, yet warm.

http://lovequotesrus.tumblr.com/post/916498158/funny-how-fallin-feels-like-flying-for-a-little

Time For Calm

2010-08-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

I wanna go star gazing~

There's just something so breathtaking and so beautiful about those pretty little diamonds that adorn the night sky.

~Look at the stars, look how they shine for you~

BooBooBeeDoo!

2010-08-01T10:14:00.000-07:00

You're feeling really, really down.

You have a casual chat with a friend and BAM!

They say something that just cracks you up.

Friends.

They do that sometimes, intentional or not.

Me <3s you guys!

Less than 3 man... Less than 3. =D

Gotta Scratch That Itch

2010-07-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

I get a lot of itches.

And I don't mean the type that you get from bug bites.

Itches like wanting to learn something, or buy something, or do something.

Those kind of itches.

Now I've got an itch for a cap and a beanie. xD

WANT WANT WANT!

MUST! GET! NOW!

Well usually I grow tired after scratching that itch.

So I move on to the next one.

Those wants just come; and for the moment they're all I can think of.

I've been that way since childhood~ hee.

So when I stick with something for a long time, you should know that it means A LOT to me.

That is all!

Post over, me out~

We Are Connected

2010-07-25T10:32:00.000-07:00

It's not that I'm against it but...

Well let's just say disappointment is a high probability.

Then again, that's just the kiddy me talking.

It might go well.

*fingers crossed*

We are connected forever even if we are distances apart

MissLin's Holiday~

2010-07-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

Ok so sem break just started~

And I'm a free birdie till August.

Yay me!

I plan on cashing in on all of my lost sleep~

Wheeeee~

So what am I gonna do this time around besides napping endlessly?

Probably stuff that I haven't had the time for, like........

1. Pierce my ears again

2. Shop all day long

3. Hibernate (it's not the same as napping mind you)

4. Go soul searching in Penang

5. Take a bus round Penang for the fun of it

6. Play tourist

7. Go beach-ing

8. Go outta the state? :D

9. Watch loadsa movies

10. Bake cookiesss

11. Have a partyyy

12. Stargaze

Ah... The life of a student is good~

Viva La Deutschland!

2010-07-03T09:59:00.000-07:00

I have never, ever, ever caught football fever.

EVER.

But...

...

THAT'S ALL IN THE PAST!

WHOOO!

GO DEUTSCHLAND!

XDDDDDDDD

I see now why people are glued to the screen; watching men in shorts run around after a ball for about 2 hours.

It's bloody entertaining!

The excitement I felt just now... WOW.

By the way, Germany beat Argentina 4 - 0. ^.^

Mind you, this is just a one time deal.

Well, a one time every 4 years deal to be precise.

I don't fancy watching football.

Never have, never will.

But when the World Cup comes a callin',

plug your ears cause I'll be a screamin'!

Cause That's What We're All About

2010-06-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

Going to people when we need them;

Ignoring them when they need us.

Expecting people to accept us for who we are;

Rejecting them for who they are.

That is what we're all about.

We're all the same.

Never expect it to be any different.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/thedarlingchild/4709002775/

And I'll keep on singing that one soothing song~

Smile

MissLin's Oh-So-Boring Update

2010-06-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

Emotions are piling up thanks to David Cook's version of Always Be My Baby~

*sniff sniff*

I'm quite hormonal these days.

Haha.

Blame it on the womanly time of the month. XD

Made it through my copywriting presentation!

Woohoo!

Now to face the ever so daunting News Writing presentation in less than 24 hours.

*PANIC MODE ON*

Ok nursery rhyme time!

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star Remix

I'm so stressed I'm gonna die

Cause my workload's on a high

Presentations never end

Copywriting, MRM

I'm so stressed I'm gonna die

To you all I say Goodbye!

Haha.

Lame, I know~

But I'm amused so it's all good~

That is all.

Post over, me out!

MissLin Is Stressed. Wow.

2010-06-20T07:45:00.001-07:00

This is it.

That feeling I've never felt before.

Finally, the suffocating pressure of having TOO MUCH on my plate is here.

I needa feng shui my brain so that my flow of qi is relatively better than the way it is at the moment.

Right now, my qi is clogged.

Clogged like a toilet that's just gotten a visit from a guy who had one too many doodledangs.

Woe is me.

Last week was stressful.

This week is gonna be hell.

Next week is ???

Sunshine & Not So Sunshine

2010-06-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

I had an eventful weekend.

Did you?

Saturday :

BAND REUNION!

Woohoo!

Met old bandies as well as new ones.

Playing together with everyone was amazing~

Too bad I had to leave early. =(

But oh wells, at least I got to go back. =D

Here's a picture! (Can you spot me?)

Sunday :

It rained poured during work.

First, we set up, then it rained, then we set up again, then we had to keep everything cause the weather decided to turn 360 degrees and go bloody typhoon on us.

=.=

It was fun nonetheless.

I got to work and shower at the same time. Lol.

The not-so-fun part was rushing around like a madwoman trying hard not slip; and looking like a drenched lump after.

Oh well, it's a work hazard.

You learn to live with it and have fun.

Why be a negative nelly when you can be a happy hippy?

Am I right, or am I right? ;)

Coming up next:

Deadlines, finals, and life.

I say, BRING IT ON!

Will Hug For Strawberry&Cream Frappuccino

2010-05-30T10:42:00.000-07:00

Acting like a hobo holding up a sign with some random message; my new form of entertainment for when customers are a no-show.

Oh and by the way, what's with some people man...

Take this scene for example.

Me : Hi!

Customer : It's ok, I take a look first.

Me : Er, sure~ Look as much as you want(What? All I said was hi... Being polite here dude. =p).

Don't get me wrong here,

I get that when the sales people approach us with their BUYSOMETHINGBUYSOMETHING look, we tend to get defensive/annoyed.

However, there is a difference between giving a polite greeting and sending a subliminal buysomething message through a greeting.

You gotta look between the lines.

But then again, most of the people who have acted like that didn't seem to be capable of reading body language.

Ceh.

Oh well, I suppose it's a conditioned reflex to shoo sales people away.

It's just that I'm bloody annoyed when people do that.

I'm just so glad that the majority of my customers are coolio~

To all of ya'll, xoxo!

-Post over, Me out-

I Take You To The Women's Market

2010-05-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

Was watching an episode of Guliana&Bill today~

O-M-G

Now I know!

The stereotypical accent people use when speaking Chinese English.

It's cause of them!!!

Luckily one guy saved the day~ =.=

This is ratherrrrr sad.

Oh wells~

Accents are meant to be made fun of.

The beauty of language man.

Universal fun!

YeeLin, By Tuzki Bunny Emoticons

2010-05-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

I'm bored.... So this is everyday me represented by Tuzki Bunny!

Morning :

In college :

At work :

When snacks are gone :

Home after classes :

Out after classes :

Road To Sweat & Nature

2010-05-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

I've hiked TWICE this week.

A record for me.

I'm unhealthy you see, so hiking 2 times in the span of one week is pretty grueling for me.

I guess these times are better compared to the previous times, when my cracky-wrackly knees hurt like hell and I was half dead by the time I reached the rest area.

Damn paiseh man.

Even old people and kids are faster and fitter than me.

Look at ze pretty pretty picture I took at ze rest area!

The only downside to hiking is pretty much coming face-to-face with bossy, puffy cheeked monkeys.

They scary man.... Scary!

Oh!Oh!

I think I saw a black marsupilami run past us!

Haha.

Interesting things happen when you ascend a hill.

Veryyy interesting stuff.

Ok so my say today is :

GO HIKING!

That is all.

Trust Me

2010-05-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

Today's randomly random topic is : TRUST

Many have asked me why I trust them so easily.

I could never come up with a proper reason.

I kinda figured it out now though.

You don't need a reason to trust.

You just do.

Does that work?

Well it does for me, but perhaps not for our ever cynical society.

They call you naive, stupid.

I guess I am.

Trust is a gamble.

And I'm an avid gambler.

My winning streaks are pretty good, I must say.

Sure there are some losses, but that's life.

You're bound to be disappointed at one point in time.

When you trust others they appreciate it and more often than not, they show you that they are worthy of said trust.

It feels good to be trusted.

It feels good to trust.

Life has of course pushed my face into the dirt.

And I foresee a lot more dirt in the face in years to come.

However, that is not to say that I will move over to the cynical side of the world.

I'd really hate to be a cynic.

It's just not..... me.

If this does lead to my reason for dying then why not?

I trust in God to allow my weary soul some peace and quiet.

So So SOOOOOO True! =D

2010-05-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

http://thechocolatebrigade.tumblr.com/

Say Hey, For Labour Day!

2010-05-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

May already...

Where'd the time go man~

Mommala bought me 2 bags in the span of one week.

Wheeeee~ What a joyous week.

It's been a pretty good week so far.

Tomorrow is my day off~

Time to catch up on some much needed z's!

Zat is all for now!

What do you think of someone who grabs a handful of salt and sadistically rubs said salt on their raw wounds?

Sleep Well Tonight

2010-04-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

Tell me,

if a dream is so good that it can make you cry because of the fact that it's just a dream - does that make it a nightmare?

My Say For Your Say

2010-04-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

Stop bombarding us with your ideology.

That is just so last century man.

Overdoing it won't help and pushing it makes people more defensive if not hostile.

We've done well enough so far, even without your constant lecturing.

Let the people choose, let the people do, let the people learn.

Look at yourself first before you try to act all patriotic and together.

It ain't fooling me, and it certainly isn't fooling anyone else.

Sure, go ahead and say that you're doing it for the good of all, but in our eyes, it's just a folly of fools.

Perhaps that was sorta harsh, perhaps you are honestly trying to make a change for the better.

Well then why are you doing the exact opposite of what you preach?

Ever heard of the term follow by example?

Dude you're just totally contradictory right now.

We may have caused the fire, but it is you who keeps fanning at the flames.

Stop it.

You think you fight a battle for dignity and pride?

Well by acting like this you've throw it all away.

You embarrass yourself and us at the same time.

Stop being so closed minded and open up.

Listen up, and shut up.

You say it's not so easy?

You wanna challenge me and ask me how I'll handle it in your situation?

Well, I might not be able to handle it all either.

For now, I'll keep doing what I do best.

I just live and let live.

What do you do?

Brain Fart

2010-04-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

When you are mentally constipated,

you fart tears!

That's all I wanna say today.

Teeheehee.

I Love Ze Green Stuff

2010-04-09T10:06:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah!

First major pay has come in!

Wheeeeee~

Money, money, oh so yummy~

Good timing too.

Got a convo, birthdays, and stuff coming up.

*spongebob voice* I'm ready!

On another note, I think I have been permanently sucked into the intoxicating world that is online shopping.

Oh woe is me~

How do I pry my eyes from the pretty, pretty things I see.

They're everywhere I tell you!

Pretty pretty things so shiny so nice so ahhhhh........

*the current blogpost will remain unfinished till futher notice due to the writer's short attention span and the abundance of blogshops that have managed to attract the writer's eye*

Are You From Canadia?

2010-04-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

I officially love pasar malams(night markets)!

It's stuff galore!

Oh and here's a story for your viewing pleasure~

Simone and I were climbing up her hill after a wonderful trip to the night market downtown.

It was already night ; the stars shone brightly in the sky.

As we were going up the freakishly long road that led to her house, a Kembara car passed by.

"Hey, those are my neighbors," she said.

"Oh really? Why can't they stop and offer us a lift man!" Said I.

"They're Canadian," she added.

"Mean ol' Canadians from Canadia!" I exclaimed.

Suddenly,

Simone burst out laughing.

"What, what happened?" I asked.

"Canadia?" She replied.

"Oh."

We had a good laugh and continued on our merry way home.

THE END

Tra La Laaaaa~

2010-04-01T04:23:00.000-07:00

No hong bak for me today.
I is emo.
Perhaps tomorrow some kind, kind soul will partake in the bartering of chocolate and a smile with me~
I will of course offer the smile. Ah duhhh.
I bought 2 RM1 books yesterday!
Good reads, I must say~
Yay me for finding such a good bargain!
Hair's highlighted again~ Wheeee.
*sigh* Red, you just gotta love the color man!
Clash Of The Titans, ok movie~
I give it a thumbs-halfway-up. Lol.
Avatar guy sure gives a lot of speeches~
No baking this week I guess.
Schedule's been tight.
Working this weekend so yeahh.
No cookies.
Oh and this I need more of,
I need more SLEEP man!

That is all.
Post over, me out~
=D

I Pumped Petrol - I Kissed A Girl Cover Song

2010-03-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

Ok! We have a new cover song~

Todays song speaks for itself.

Don't judge me man!

I'm sure other people haven't done it before either......

Or maybe it's just me? Teehee!

Enjoy la har~

I Pumped Petrol by YeeLin

This was never the way I planned

Not my intention

We're on the way, to the mall

Stopped at Shell station

It's not what, I'm used to

Cause I don't drive that much

I didn't know it could

Be so much fu-n

-Chorus-

I pumped petrol and I liked it

Cause I've never ever done it

I pumped petrol just to try it

I hope my mummy don't mind it

It was ok

It was alright

It will be boring next time

I pumped petrol and I liked it

I liked it

No I don't even know what's good

Red or the green one

I'd use both of them if I could

But, gotta choose one

Okay let's, use this one

Green, cause it looks cleaner

It's stinky, so stinky

It, got on my hand

-Chorus-

I pumped petrol and I liked it

Cause I've never ever done it

I pumped petrol just to try it

I hope my mummy don't mind it

It felt ok

It felt alright

It will be boring next time

I pumped petrol and I liked it

I liked it

Petrol it is so magical

Just 10 liters and watch me go

Wash your windows with the squeegee

One time is, enough though

Next time you please do it cause I don't want to

I pumped petrol and I liked it

Cause I've never ever done it

I pumped petrol just to try it

I hope my mummy don't mind it

It felt ok

It felt alright

It will be boring next time

I pumped petrol and I liked it

I liked it

Va-Jay-Jay Fun Fact

2010-03-26T11:31:00.000-07:00

Did you know :

Not having sex for a really really really long time closes up your vagina?

Funny stuff man.

Seriously.

I love love love It's Complicated.

It's Complicated movie poster

Just so you know, my vajayjay fun fact originated from this movie.

I tell ya, old people are never too old to act kooky and/or kinky.

Love at a mature age, simply put, is just plain adorable.

I wish I could end up baking chocolate croissants with my "Adam" in the future too! xD

For now, I hope to age gracefully with a touch of fun and a dash of spice on the side~

Life is just meant to be lived man!

Oh and I'm thinking of a new cover song in conjunction with my learning how to fill 'er up and how to pump air into car tires. =D

Me Is A Puffer Fish

2010-03-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

This week is so shitty man!

I look like a bloody puffer fish.

Stupid tooth.

Here's hoping my bloody wisdom tooth grows out before I turn 19 on Friday or I'll get really really depressed. Lol.

Take It From Calvin & Hobbes

2010-03-20T18:49:00.000-07:00

The Sad Story Of The Aging Youth

2010-03-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

Oh nooos.

Friggin shoulder hurts like hell today.

Wonder why?

Maybe it's because of my mums sudden departure to KL.

The stress I went through a couple of hours ago thanks to my frantic mother must have induced the wrath of my shoulder. Lol.

Somebody call 911, shoulder hurting me, fuck I can't sleep now,

Uh ohhhhh~

The Climaxial Poem

2010-03-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

For,

My moma Simone~

The Climaxial Poem

Come here babe don't go too far

Let's go do it in my car

In the night we'll gasp and moan

Under moonlight, with my phone

Damn you're good I'm gonna cum

Round 2 in my house, k hun?

You can sing it too!

Use the ABC song melody~ ;)

Rain, Rain Come Again~

2010-03-11T00:39:00.000-08:00

Time = 4.34 pm / 1634 hours

Day = Thursday

Date = 11th March 2010

On this very moment,

life has been brought back to Penang.

Praise the Lord, it's raining at last!!!

Wheeeeeee~

This calls for a rainy day nap doncha' think?

Well I do, so goodnight everyone!

Merry Christmas!

You Speaka The Chinese?

2010-03-10T11:42:00.000-08:00

Tell me if this is your original creation and I'll give you due recognition. =)

Try to read it out loud, it's funny stuff.

If you take offense then shove off man!

Don't be raining on my sunshiny patch of happiness.

Omegle This!

2010-03-08T12:34:00.000-08:00

I met a really chill guy on Omegle today.

Mind you that people like him are quite rare, considering the amount of idiots, pervs and weirdos who use Omegle(myself not included, ah duh!).

Well this seemingly normal guy told me something really interesing.

Stranger: Oh yeah I don't really talk about myself either, she just walks in and asks why are you in the dark? Why are you buried underneath your pillows? While listening to music

Stranger: And I usually say these pillows represent my emotions, can't you see I'm trapped in by my emotions! But I really just say that so she'll leave me alone

I like the second part, this part to be exact :

I usually say these pillows represent my emotions, can't you see I'm trapped in by my emotions!

Wise words dear stranger, very wise words.

Tumblr

2010-03-02T09:48:00.000-08:00

Ok so I got a Tumblr account.

Stuff I tweaked and reblogged will be up over there.

Link's below.

That is all.

-Me out-

http://quixoticdream.tumblr.com/

My Stuff~

2010-03-02T09:23:00.000-08:00

I Love You

2010-03-01T13:21:00.000-08:00

It doesn't matter

how

where

when

you say it.

Just say, I Love You

Reblog!

2010-03-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

Reblogged from twistedbunny

Reblogged from Pete Joison

Shhhh!

2010-02-26T02:51:00.000-08:00

Don't tell me it's gonna be okay; don't ask me if something's wrong when it's clear as day - cause it'll make me feel like crying even more.

Smile~

2010-02-25T10:02:00.000-08:00

If you're emo nemo now then listen to this song,

Smile by Charlie Chaplin.

Listen to the version sung by the cast of Glee.

It's amazing, seriously.

Smile - Glee Cast

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by
If you smile through your pain and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
For you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Super Short Story Time~

2010-02-22T07:01:00.000-08:00

She's sitting alone on the beach, praying a silent prayer to God.

The gentle sea waves and cool breeze are keeping her company alongside the many twinkling diamonds adorning the sky.

Her frantic heart slows to a steady beat as she whispers a long string of words.

She kisses her crucifix and looks up.

Silent tears run down her face.

They are tears not of sadness nor of pain.

These are tears of relieve, of joy.

These are tears from a heart finally alive, a soul finally freed from bounded chains, an emotion finally awakened.

The universe is aligned on this night, here to surround her with comfort and calm.

She sits hugging her knees as she watches how the world lives.

Her thoughts swirl through her mind endlessly.

An hour passes,

two, three.

Finally, the sun peeks out in the horizon.

A mixture of red paints the sky and clouds like a flowing piece of art.

The light gently nudges her back to reality.

She stretches and places her hand on the soft, cool sand.

Perhaps it's time to go now, she thinks.

Then, she feels warmth.

A nice, comforting warmth.

She looks down to her hand.

Her eyes travel up and a smile forms across her face.

Thank you Lord.

I Sleep To Charge My Batteries!

2010-02-19T05:36:00.000-08:00

It's time to stop procrastinating!(A fruitless statement I keep repeating to myself)

Oh well, it can't be helped.

Procrastination has implanted itself into my very core~

It's so much a part of me that if I do not procrastinate, my soul would crumble.

Overkill, but that's the sad truth of me.

I live to while away my free time and then rush to get things done.

It gives me such an adrenaline rush I tell you!

Stress from approaching deadlines is always able to bring out the productiveness in me~

Ok, so I'm just trying to justify my attitude but I do meet my deadlines. =p

I know I'll never change.

Maybe I will, but only with much perseverance.

I shall leave that for tomorrow.

Why?

Because I've already wasted a lot of time typing out this post on procrastination.

I'd Like To Say That I Am A Hardworking Individual But Then The Universe Would Just Go, LMAO!

MLIA

2010-02-16T04:37:00.000-08:00

I got my butt kicked at UNO today.

In Dreams We Meet

2010-02-15T22:39:00.000-08:00

I'm in dire need of sleeping pills.

No, I'm not overdoing it with my choice of words.

When I say dire, I mean it.

I need sleep that actually allows my body/mind enough peace and time to recuperate.

This week, things that have occurred in the day are incorporated into my dreams at night.

I've even gotten answers to my questions~ Well, I think they're just responses that I want to hear la, so they don't count for much.

On another note, I have my finals and assignments due!

*panics*

*runs into wall*

*faints*

Here's hoping I make it through this month!

Wonderwoman knickers, don't you fail me now!

I Need You

2010-02-10T09:22:00.000-08:00

Lord, give me insight.

Open my eyes, and help me clear these hazy days.

I've been too blind, too lost and too preoccupied.

I'm stuck in this quicksand situation and I need your guidance.

I know you've always been there with me, but I've been foolish and I shunned you instead.

I wish so badly to see you, I do.

I really need to get away from it all.

I want to go to where I can speak to you, but I'm too much of a coward.

I don't deserve to be with you right now but I still want to be with you.

I want to be able to walk with you and openly praise you.

I wonder, do the cowardly have a place in your kingdom?

I See You

2010-02-09T07:02:00.000-08:00

To know that someone actually understands who you are and what you're hiding in your heart is so very, very relieving.

It is so relieving in fact, to the point of endless, heartfelt tears.

Sometimes you remain silent because you lack the courage to step out into the open.

You wait, you hide, yet somehow someone is able to find you in the darkness.

Even in darkness, they are able to break every barrier you've put up over the years.

Even in darkness, they are able to see you clear as day.

To be understood so easily, after being misunderstood for so long just leaves you feeling like a heavy burden has been removed from your chest.

& for that, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

~I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real

I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long~

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park

Welcome To My World

2010-02-08T05:14:00.000-08:00

I wonder, does my mind slip away for the escape I find in you?

Perhaps.

It is unnaturally peaceful when I'm lost in your presence.

A happy place you are indeed, with no darkness to scare me.

Time just flies when I ignore everything else for you~

It's a pity we don't spend much time together isn't it?

Can't be helped.

I am forever a prisoner of reality.

When I start to smile to myself

You know that I'm in my own world~

Do Not Disturb

Reblogging Time!

2010-02-07T06:33:00.000-08:00

Idol

2010-02-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

In her voice I hear unwavering determination

In her demeanor I see modesty balanced perfectly with confidence

In her eyes I see a clear path to the future

In her everything I see what I want to be

In her everything I see all that I lack, and all that I can never be.

It's Marshmallowey Goodness~

2010-02-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

Ok so my friend says I owe him a meal~

Well, I have devised a wonderful menu for him.

So here it is.

The Marshmallow Menu

Appetizer

Marshmallow Balls

Marshmallows moulded into a ball and dipped in yummy melted chocolate.

Soup

Chocolate Soup

Chocolate soup with mini marshmallows.

Salad

Diabetic Salad

Fresh marshmallows tossed with gummy bears, sour peach rings and served with chocolate dressing.

Main Dish

Marshmallow Steak

Barbecued marshmallows on a stick.

Dessert

Smores

A delicious sandwich comprising of two biscuits layered with a melted marshmallow and dipped in delicious chocolate sauce.

Beverage

Marshmallow Heaven

A cup of sinfully good hot chocolate with mini marshmallows.

Hope you like it!

I Need 30 Hours Instead of 24!

2010-02-02T15:25:00.000-08:00

WOW.

I've been really busy lately.

I think my veins are ready to pop any minute now due to the stress.

Haven't gotten much sleep either.

On the plus side, I'm making money!

My final assignment is due next week.

Joy~

I suppose it'll be a sleepless week in Penang again for me.

I'm in need of sleeping pills, battle gear, and MORE TIME!!!

Oh and here's a random quote my friend and I created~

-Pregnancy's a big no no

Adoption is the way to go!-

Walk The Distance

2010-01-29T07:54:00.000-08:00

Whoa man.

I really walked a long distance today.

It brought me back to my band days and I gotta be honest here, I've lost my stamina~

Ok so I wasn't out of breath and all but my feet were killing me!

Having the company of a friend though, made the entire distance seem quite short when it actual fact it was as long as(or longer than) a walkathon.

I had fun!

The frustrating part was getting lost a lot trying to find the locations for our job.

(Officially, I suppose one may call us the HSBC Merchandising Crew)

Well, 24 locations done and 136 more to go!

Wish me luck!

P/S : I may look like a tomato now(because of my sunburned self), but I'm gonna revert back by Monday, so there! =p

Cumulus~

2010-01-28T03:47:00.000-08:00

When I was small, I used to imagine myself playing with the puffy clouds in the sky~

I'd use to stare at them floating slowly during bright baby blue days and sigh.

Now, the thought of myself doing that is still very much alive.

Although I know now that clouds are merely visible masses of droplets I don't care~

I know it's an impossible dream, but just one day, someday, I want to touch a fluffy white cloud and maybe even play with it.

Having a childish dream is good once in a while doncha' think?

No?

Maybe it's just me then.

I Want...

2010-01-27T09:03:00.000-08:00

I want:

Serenity.

Acceptance.

Tolerance.

Love.

Faith.

Heart.

Courage.

Wisdom.

Knowledge.

Time.

Ambition.

Silence.

Calm.

What do you want?

Let's Run

2010-01-26T16:27:00.000-08:00

Why Do You Judge Me?

2010-01-26T04:41:00.000-08:00

I wonder~

Why do we judge people so easily yet strongly oppose being judged ourselves?

If we want to judge others, then we should allow them to do so as well.

Before judging them, why don't we take a look at ourselves first~

Are we pretty and clean, or are we stained and ugly?
What gives us the right to judge others?
Everyone is just trying to live their life the way they see fit.

Why do we have to make it harder for others in this condescending world?
Isn't life hard enough?

Why should you care if someone doesn't talk to you?
Did it hurt your ego? Aww... How sad~
Why should you care if someone does something harmless that you find peculiar?
Does it bother your cool self? Aww... How sad~
Why should you care if someone is living their life differently compared to you?
Does it shatter your image of how the world should be? Aww... How sad~

Well,
Perhaps talking badly about them will make you feel better then.
Yes, why don't you do that since you're so shallow anyways~

Everybody is different & that is what makes us all the same.

Why I Like It Longer

2010-01-25T10:42:00.000-08:00

Surely there is no other that surpasses sleekness like the LG Chocolate BL40 phone.

Simple said, it's just like an elegant, captivating supermodel strutting down the runway.

THAT is the LG Chocolate BL40 phone.

Not everything that is longer makes the cut.

So, why do I like the LG Chocolate BL40 phone longer?

For one thing, being longer means there's more chance for showing off the new phone and more room for my chubby fingers!

Mind you, my chubby fingers were completely useless with touchscreen phones, that is, until the LG Chocolate BL40 phone.

*Gets on bended knees and sings song of praise*

For another, being longer means that the phone has a larger screen.

Never will the finely chiseled and defined jawline of my idols look so good on a phone screen, period.

I like it longer yes it's true,

I like it longer how bout you?

Longer is DEFINITELY BETTER, ESPECIALLY when it comes to the LG Chocolate BL40 phone!

LG Chocolate BL40 phone

The Wheels On The Bus Go Round N' Round

2010-01-25T01:40:00.000-08:00

I took a bus today!

I rarely catch the bus so today's field trip with Simone and Racheal was fun, fun, fun!

I won't be doing this a lot though because the novelty might wear off~ hee.

I'm not studying for my midterm exams again!

I should really get started on it tomorrow right?

I'm hyper today!

I blame the chocolate & teh tarik~

Yeahh.........

Chocolate is good for the soul man!

Mirror, Mirror, On The Wall~

2010-01-22T09:02:00.000-08:00

Apparently if you stare at your reflection in the mirror over a long period of time, you will get to see the "true you".

My curiosity was piqued when I first heard of this method for soul searching so I gave it a try.

No harm in doing so, right?

Grabbed a mirror and stared at my horrible sleep deprived face for about 2 hours.

Conclusion :

I thought a lot.

I imagined seeing myself through another person and thinking, Damn she's vain!

I need more time to stare.

I might give it another shot someday.

Rome wasn't built in a day; I won't find myself in 2 hours~

Blog post's over, me out!

Week Of Horror

2010-01-20T11:57:00.000-08:00

It's official.

This week is the worst.

I lost something important(not to mention EXPENSIVE) and I have only tomorrow to replace it.

Tomorrow, well today actually, requires strategic thinking, shitloads of luck and perhaps a few shot of JD to calm the nerves.

I think I'm developing an ulcer as we speak. >.<

Lord, have mercy~

Seriously, I have never had so many bad things happen to me in under 7 days.

I hope nothing befalls me when I go to KL on Friday.

Otherwise, I'll be throwing bitch fits during my midterm exams.

I'm not panicking like crazy only because I have my friends.

You know who you are, and I'm sorry that I didn't accept your help earlier(blame my ego!hey why're you blaming me?who else should I blame then?yourself perhaps?me, why?*slaps*stop slapping me!*slaps*you're slapping me too!*slap**slap*stop it!stop!)

Sorry~ crazy, random, slightly panicky thought.

Can't blame me~

Blame..................me!

I'm A Sardine In A Can Of Tuna

2010-01-19T06:54:00.000-08:00

I've been called a snob.

I've been called a banana.

I've been called a Jap.

I've been called an Ang Mo.

I've been called a failure as a Chinese.

I'm yellow.

So?

I've never felt the need to act the stereotypical part of yellow-ism.

It's just not the way I was brought up.

I'm sorry if I do not share your beliefs or traditions.

I'm sorry for the shame I have brought upon the pride of my fellow yellows.

I'm not sorry, however, for my upbringing.

I'm not sorry for the way I think as an individual.

& I'm definitely not sorry for being myself.

Younger me, used to hate being so different.

Present me, is much wiser on the matter.

Present me, has accepted the fact that I am who I am and that time will let people see me, for me~

Well, one thing's for certain though,

I will always feel out of place.

~I wanna find something I wanted all along, somewhere I belong~

Teh Tarik Tambah Manis!

2010-01-19T00:28:00.000-08:00

I'm craving for a nice hot glass of Teh Tarik.

I posted some pictures below.

Crave with me~

It aint teh tarik if there aint no frothhh

Le' art of teh tarik

Making teh tarik is an art form, no joke.

If teh tarik is Romeo, then roti tisu is Juliet!

Mmm...

A cup of teh tarik please!

& make it extra sweet!

This Is Why I Hate Mondays

2010-01-18T05:57:00.000-08:00

Hello again.

I'm gonna blog about today's unfortunate events that happened to me, before I go out for a cuppa with my friends later.

YeeLin's List Of Unfortunate Events

1. Sudden unwelcome visit from Mr. P in college today.

2. Tripped in the bathroom in the afternoon.

3. Hit the back of my shoulder when I tripped in the bathroom.

Bad days are rather rare for me so yeah...

Today was pretty rough.

I'm stuck dealing with old pains and new ones to boot.

I'm sorry if this doesn't qualify as a "bad day" by your standards.

But it is a bad day for me, so there!

Shutty Uppieth

2010-01-18T02:29:00.000-08:00

Don't act all high and mighty.
I'm embarrassed, for your sake.
Only fools drivel away like that.
Those who know otherwise remain in dignified silence.
That, or they just want to see what crap you've got to offer.
Get it?
You're not impressing anyone.
You're just slipping over banana peels.

I Forgot. Oops

2010-01-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

Crap!

I totally forgot about my paper due this week.

Not a problem~

My mood today's really good cause my mummy took me out shopping.

Sides, it's only a short essay.

Ok!

Let's get it on!

I will definitely complete it by tonight!

P/S : I know I've been using lots of Smileys and Emoticons lately. Just felt like using em' is all~

Free Falling

2010-01-15T12:39:00.000-08:00

Have you ever experienced free falling?

By definition it is to fall freely with only gravity as the acting force(correct me if I'm wrong).

As you fall, you feel your rapid descent yet you feel paralysed at the same time.

At that moment, it takes only a second for fleeting thoughts to fill your mind.

To feel fear and peace at the same time~
Ain't it kinda like love?
Well...
I think so!

Only After, Never Before

2010-01-14T04:51:00.000-08:00

We start running, only after the resonating sound of the starting gunshot,

We confess openly, only after we are left behind,

We see the entire truth, only after the haze in our eyes is lifted,

We learn, only after adding salt to a fresh wound over and over again,

We think, only after things we rush into go wrong,

We take the leap, only after being pushed by someone in the first place,

We believe, only after we see miracles happen,

We hold on for dear life, only after we're on the verge of losing,

So why always only after? Why can't we ever do it even before?

Way Back Into Love

2010-01-13T11:37:00.000-08:00

Today is not an emo day!

On the contrary, I'm rather high on giggles~

So today I shall post up the lyrics to a really cute song.

I love singing this song to myself sometimes~ XD

Hope you like it!

Way Back Into Love by Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett.

I've been living with a shadow overhead,

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,

I've been lonely for so long,

Trapped in the past,

I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,

Just in case I ever need them again someday,

I've been setting aside time,

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

-Chorus-

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,

Oooooh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,

I know that it's out there,

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,

Not somebody just to get me through the night,

I could use some direction,

And I'm open to your suggestions

-Chorus-

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,

And if I open my heart again,

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real,

Or if anybody feels the way I feel,

I need inspiration,

Not just another negotiation

-Chorus-

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,

And if I open my heart to you,

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,

And if you help me to start again,

You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

Apologies & Masquerades

2010-01-13T05:54:00.000-08:00

It's too late.

The game has gone on far too long.

It's about to end soon.

& when it does,

the masquerade will come to a close.

Bloody Hell, It's Bloody Hot!

2010-01-12T08:50:00.000-08:00

Cover song for Patron Tequila is coming up soon~ ^.^

I'm procrastinating and it aint good.

*Slaps self*

My throat really hurts cause I think I ate too many mandarin oranges(a boxful to be exact).

I couldn't help it! They were just SOOOOO tasty!!! XD

That's basically the main reason.

The other reason is that the weather recently has been sweltering.

I mean seriously, you could fry an egg on my rooftop by the looks of it.

That's the update so far.

Tata~

=D

2010-01-11T23:44:00.000-08:00

1. Let my tears be hidden by rain & my screams be overpowered by thunder.

2. I hate goodbyes cause they make me cry long lost tears.

3. A way to live life is by
noticing the multitude of colours around you,
smelling the scent of life,
tasting emotions on the tip of your tongue
& feeling the pulsing of your heartbeat.

4. Turning to a new chapter in life is hard to do, but it's something one must do in order to finish one's story.

5. Under this blue sky we share, we, who wish to be different are all the same.

6. She's crying, she's hurting, she's pleading, she's yelling at the top of her lungs.
To me, she is but my reflection in a mirror.

Worst/Happiest Moment In Life

2010-01-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

Ok so I'm supposed to write a speechy kinda essay on my most emotional moment in life.

So... What is it?

I can't really say cause honestly, nothing's really coming to mind.

I'll just make a list today and deliberate on my choice tomorrow.

Sound good? Yes, of course!

YeeLin's List Of Most Emotional Moments In Life

1. Mum went into shock at a clinic and almost died.

2. Miniature pincher, Cherie, died.

3. Drama in Form 3

4. Band competition in Form 4 & 5

5. Getting lost(6 years old)

6. Family drama in Form 3

7. Lost love

That's basically it I suppose~

I might go with No.1~

Or..... I might just make up some sob story/fluffy happy moment.