I don't know what I did wrong.
And I feel bad about it.
Honestly.
I'm chilled most of the time, but when things come to this I see myself getting quite upset.
Simply said, I'm angry.
I'm fucking angry.
Sheesh. I thought I wouldn't have to go through all this crap when I came to this point in life. Well, not as much as before anyways.
People can be very selfish.
Yeah I am too, but I try to consider peoples feelings above my own as much as I consciously can.
That's just the kinda person I am.
I also can't say no when people play the guilt trip card.
But when you keep using that card over and over against me, I'm not gonna play happy happy tea party anymore. Keep it up and I won't give a fuck anymore.
*catches breath*
Lord, give me strength.
I think I give up on people and the thing called friendship.
One day you're friends, and the next day you're not.
It's not kindergarten anymore so I suppose it's all good.
We're all adults here, so no need for petty fights right?
Well..... A snide here or there can't hurt. Especially after the way I'm being treated.
Yeah well whatever la...........
God knows why I'm going on like this.
It won't change a thing.
I'd just like to ask of you a simple request.
Please talk to me.
At least give me closure or something.
Tell me it's over.
I don't like hot and cold situations.
They confuse me greatly.
Either stay away, or stay.
Choose.
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