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You Can Take It All Away

Labels: College, Holidays - Saturday, October 23, 2010

I spent a gorgeous day out yesterday.

Food, friends, and the beach.

A much needed timeout from college and the thought of my upcoming recording session this Tuesday.

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~You can take it all away, I don't need it~

Shopping For A House

Labels: Random - Thursday, October 14, 2010

Ok so I was just surfing and I found this awesome website on property.

I just have a thing for real estate.
I like to check out pricing and stuff.

I wanna buy a really nice apartment when I'm older.

Or maybe a cute cottage with a small garden.
Anything nice, homey and not to big will do.
As long as I'm happy. Whoo!

Anyways, this website I found was surprisingly informative.
There are over 1000 places listed in Malaysia.
KL has the most listings.
And WOW!
The pictures really draw you in, no joke.
Look, imagine living here.

*drools*

It's definitely a must-check-out kinda website if you're looking to buy or even just to browse.
For example, I checked out the Pavillion Residence, Bukit Bintang.
The webpage provided detailed information on the place as well as the layout and facilities.
But dang..... It's too pricey for me. RM 7 million +!
I know that 'cause the site has a classified ad section that is linked directly to each property.
Ah well... It's all good~
There are a helluva lot of places listed there so I guess I'll be searching for a while.
Haha. It's not like I can even afford it.

Anyways, here's the link :

KL Property Website

Happy House Hunting!
:D

Life And Us In It

Labels: College, Emotional, Loss, My Story, People, Rants - Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I don't know what I did wrong.

And I feel bad about it.

Honestly.

I'm chilled most of the time, but when things come to this I see myself getting quite upset.

Simply said, I'm angry.

I'm fucking angry.

Sheesh. I thought I wouldn't have to go through all this crap when I came to this point in life. Well, not as much as before anyways.

People can be very selfish.

Yeah I am too, but I try to consider peoples feelings above my own as much as I consciously can.

That's just the kinda person I am.

I also can't say no when people play the guilt trip card.

But when you keep using that card over and over against me, I'm not gonna play happy happy tea party anymore. Keep it up and I won't give a fuck anymore.

*catches breath*

Lord, give me strength.

I think I give up on people and the thing called friendship.

One day you're friends, and the next day you're not.

It's not kindergarten anymore so I suppose it's all good.

We're all adults here, so no need for petty fights right?

Well..... A snide here or there can't hurt. Especially after the way I'm being treated.

Yeah well whatever la...........

God knows why I'm going on like this.

It won't change a thing.

I'd just like to ask of you a simple request.

Please talk to me.

At least give me closure or something.

Tell me it's over.

I don't like hot and cold situations.

They confuse me greatly.

Either stay away, or stay.

Choose.

Another Bore Post

Labels: College, Random - Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Stuff's coming up.

I don't really feel up to it.

I don't care.

Silence is more comforting and time spent alone doesn't feel scary.

I've been having weird dreams.

I feel like a wall's growing in front of me.

I feel sorta frustrated and lost.

My current life isn't going anywhere and I don't like that.

Oh well...

Better days are to come~

Take The Color Quiz! :D

Labels: Random - Thursday, September 16, 2010

So I took a Color Quiz for kicks and below are my results.

It's pretty accurate and easy to do so why not try it?

Link --> http://www.colorquiz.com/

Your Existing Situation

Desires to be respected by others in order to gain their trust and support for her own personal gain.

Your Stress Sources

"Unfulfilled hopes have left her feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears she will be looked over, lose her position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and her negative attitude leads her to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."

Your Restrained Characteristics

Open and emotionally involved in relationships and easily finds satisfaction through sexual activity.

"Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence."

"Feels she is not receiving her fair share and is unable to rely on anyone for support or sympathy. she keeps her emotions bottled up, leaving her quick to take offense to small things. she tries to make the best of her situation."

Open and emotionally involved in relationships and easily finds satisfaction through sexual activity.

Feels as if too many walls and obstacles are standing in her way and that she is being forced to make compromises. she needs to put her own needs on hold for the time being.

Your Desired Objective

"Needs peaceful surroundings. Looking for relief from stress, conflict, and arguments. Tries to control potentially harmful situations and arguments by treading lightly. Is sensitive, emotional, and has an eye for detail."

Your Actual Problem

Disappointed because her hopes have not come to pass and she fears coming up with new goals will only lead to further disappointment. These conflicting emotions lead to a feeling of anxiety and depression. she tries to escape into a peaceful and calm relationship which offers encouragement and protection from further disappointment.